i knew it yet i did nth...

when i knew its going to be difficult in the first place...
why have i decided to start it...
i know ppl will think im so weak...
i thought of running away and hide myself when i met problems...
i should have give it a try be4 i give up...
i know...
yet...
i juz dun have the courage...
or should i hold on...
to the principle of...
let it be what it wants to be...