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its another night alone in the living room listening to songs and blogging here...
dear zeroxn's blog...
oh ya...yesterday my result is out dy loo...
i get 3.88...not bad huh...haha...
my english get B+-3.3 only...others all A... thats why it drags my gpa down...
but its still ok with me of course...haha...at least this mark shows that i didnt waste my sleepless nite for the preparation...btw...that hardworking sueyuen gets 4 pointer...indeed what a hardworking gal deserve to get...

listening to lamfung songs...its like start to love his songs...especially those for tvb series that i had watched be4...it had kind of feeling that can make me emo...and usually i love this type of songs...haha...

last two days my mum keep questioning bout my bf...
what i mind most is when she said what u can chat with a furniture guy (cantonese-ka si lou)...
i went speechless...today she din talk anything bout him with me...
haihz...i have no idea...what to do...what to think...what not to think...

next week going bec to kampar dy...so damn fast...holiday going to end...reena is right...holiday makes ppl becoming more and more lazy...and its happening to me everyday...when i go bec will i feel as emo as tsuann ner...missing my home...i have no idea...i have the experience before...luckily my bf accompanies me...next weekend he says he wanna come to find me at kampar...at first after all the questioning by mummy...i thought of delaying the plan first...but after awhile...i think...i really wish to meet him...and he tells me that he cant come over in nov...maybe he will only come to find me in dec or jan if this time he cant come...haihz...i dunno how to tell a lie again to my mum...idea i have dy...but i really dun feel good to lie to her every time i do so...HAIHZ...do i have another choice???

during raya holiday...i went out with tsuann...she has so much to tell me...
then i realize she is getting so much closer with eugene...
then i know sooner or later this two person will go together...
surprisingly this time i din feel emo...yet...eugene din change at all...he is there still with the old same problem...and as tsuann said they are both stubborn...so it will be pretty hard for them to solve this problem ba...i still feel eugene should think for others...from other person point of view...especially the one he loves...its not about the point he can give in or not...he cant expect one to change their belief for him...well maybe he need a gal like that...
that is also the reason we ended breaking up wat...haihz...its a past tense dy...
well...his love problem left for himself to solve ba...i'm nobody to him anymore...

qi...it seems u r getting much more better dy...
hope u r not pretending in front of me ba...what sw did in the future hope it wun hurt u deeply anymore...
emo...i understand u will still feel that...it cant be avoid...as long as u can handle it...it will be ok...