10am awoke...then clean myself bathe... another new day to go with final exam for this sem starts today...haha...seriously i'm lack of preparation and i knew it...haihz...got to do something dy...
juz now when i online, i saw u online...hmm...i dunno whether is it i sensitive or ..... a few times dy when i online and sign in msn, i saw u but after awhile you will offline... haha... i know it is abit sarcastic... dun care lah ...furthermore when i had chosen this road in the past few months, i knew i had to endure or take up all the consequences... whatever had past let it past ba... even if u dun take me as a friend anymore... on the other hand, me myself also cant face u and talk to u as a normal friend anymore... not that i din try before... but i knew i cant do it... what to do... it is not the same anymore...
that day when i saw a couple of les partner kissing in the reading room... i got a shock as i had juz woke up after a short nap as i can't concentrate to study there... they really enjoy themselves... as long as they are happy with it... i think it is still ok ba... whether i can adapt to that is another different story but yet i can still accept it ba i think... after awhile my sixth sense told me one of them saw me looking at them...then i dun dare to turn over there dy... but though i'm facing the notes on the table, my mind went blank... i dunno why... i start to think bec my past... ok...so called experience... the house i used to be loving to go that few months... from the structure of the house till it is finished building up... it is the story of ours too... it starts and ends soon enough as the house is ready for me to visit but it is not a place i wish to go anymore... it reminds me our time spend together there when it is not done at that time... the first time i went there is on my belated 16th birthday... not to say the last time i went there is when... but the most unforgettable trip is the one i cant forget till these days... the one i ended up crying and cycling bec my house thoroughly wet inside out...
i wish u enjoy ur days now...
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