ZeRo

i get to know how to open another new blog from a friend of mine who do so too...
lets see why do i actually put zero as a title of my blog...i'm actually cracking my head what title should i put actually and i struggle for quite long till suddenly i look at my purse or so called wallet which a gal shouldn't use...i dun understand why too...
ppl says when u have something u lose something as well..i dunno what have i lose...but i am afraid indeed...when i saw ta's blog of letting everything go and leaving diamond bay...then i realize i have the same feeling as well when i leave for utar...now i'm here for 6weeks dy...i actually still cant accept the fact that i had actually lost contact with qi...what is she thinking...she do wanna let go everything includes her friendship with me? seriously i am sad bout this...if thats her choice i cant do anything as well...ppl do change according to time...its scary...so am i...but the fact its not easy when everything starts from zero...at this moment u can have everything u loves and feels so warm and the next moment u can juz lost everything u have that u r happy with before...
i can't really believe that i had gave my ex-bf one more chance after so long...maybe i really went weak...i need someone to care for me...
i juz feel when ppl grows older ppl tends to turn into a loner...am i too sensitive?