juz now i look at the photoes taken together with gn...i question myself izit real i dun feel anything anymore? but its true...i dun feel sad and i dun feel i miss him anymore anyway...this is the reality of life...time cures almost everything...and this is the truth...
i read hg's blog jz now...he is a guy whom at this moment love and care me the most...whether i love him or not i am not very sure...a true answer from my heart ler...but i noe i do care for him...i juz dunno y...i'm touched by wat he did actually...then i started to think why not give him and myself one more chance right...no wrong of doing so...dun think much of wat is going to happen in the future cz we cant control wat will happen as well right? i can see he do appreciate my presence very much...thats enough for this moment...i dun put high hopes and dreams dy...whether is he the one or not is not important anymore...maybe our relation will end up very soon or pretty long...i juz dun feel to care anymore...i wan to be happy for this moment...
i noe if it was me the one before...i wun let this happen till i really love the person deep enough...but i realize everytime i did so i ended up hurting myself deep enough for a long time...wat for...right? its not easy to cure from those cuts...and being friend bec wit them is really not an easy job...
hmm...juz now my mum asks alot after she takes a peep at my message inbox and realize my inbox is loaded by his message...she even notice he is working instead of studying...i noe that makes her worry...thats y she shoots me so much questions which most i juz ignore...i cant answer u now...sorry mum...i dun wan to make u feel much more worries after knowing it...
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