jz another day

screw up my performance management paper today...
nobody to blame but myself...
haihz...hope i wun screw up my afa paper next weekend...
after exam...went out for lunch...thn came bec and packed my stuffs ready to come bec hometown...
while packing...i found some memorable items...they remind me of the thgs i had gone through...memorable memories...at that moment...i recall...how much have i change...am i not myself anymore? but smhow there are memories that one cant forget at least for a very long period of time...thgs will change so does ppl...
while reminiscing...i fall asleep...i love that kind of feeling "sleeping with no worries"...though i slept on only half of the bed as the other half is full with stuffs as i am packing...haha...
but its not preference to fall asleep ytday while reading pm notes...haihz...
last thurs i went out for photography society exco meeting...halfway through the meeting...heard a loud banggg...
went out and saw a car which had crashed into a coming motor...
and the motor victim is lying on the floor...
i had the thought of going over to help...but then i realize i had no confidence at all wat to do...
just will and no knowledge doesnt help...
btw...while i was walking over with another gal... the chairman had went over asking the guy about his condition...
lucky he was still conscious...hope he will be fine...
i realize i really had no confidence with my first aid skill..no practical experience...
thats the reason i din join pbsm kampar branch unlike all my friends who had joined...
i dun believe in myself...
DRABC...danger...response...airway...breathing...circulation...
whether am i correct with the definition of the alphabet or not also im not sure...
gan cheong lo...first time seeing a victim lying on the road...frm the moment he is lying on the road till the moment whn ambulance arrive...
maybe cz thats the first time i am at the spot of accident...my mind went blank...not functioning...forgetting everythg that i had learnt...including DRABC...that is what i can or should do...hope i had the courage to help next time...
this reminds me to be more careful while driving...