how much will a person get affected by reading a book?
i ponder...
if one day your love one (even if he is a vampire) leave u for the rest of your lives...
to let u lead your normal live without his existence...
what will u feel?
will u suffer the pain till u get numb for months or even years?
how will a person life be if she went totally numb to everything in her surrounding...
live for the sake of others- father...mother... and most of all a promise of not being stupid enough to sacrifice herself?
yet...she made a promise to herself too...for not thinking about him anymore...
but one late night after a gal outing she had to make to satisfy her dad...she saw an opportunity to meet with danger she faced before in ages ago...
effortlessly...she moved towards the danger...
for instant...she heard a familiar and beautiful sound telling her not to move forward...reminding her the promise she agreed on not being stupid...
she turned around and saw no one except her stunt friend staring at what she intends to do...
she figured that it was her subconscious mind that was giving her what it thought she wanted...It is a wish fulfillment- a momentary relief from pain by embracing the incorrect idea that he cared whether she was alive or dead...projecting what he would have said if he was there and he would be in any way bothered by something bad happening to her....
by then...only she realized how scared she was to forget this sound...this beautiful sound...
forbidden to remember...yet terrified to forget...
then the sound eventually faint...that was what she is upset for...she made another move forward to reach the danger...and the sound emerged again calling her to stop...and she smile involuntarily...that made her satisfied...
2 comments:
omg edward is so hotttttt!!!!u actually read the book?
lol...yaya...
and the fact is the book is so much better than the movie itself...
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